I SUCK..... By: L.Tan

            People has those days where they really suck. Basically in my case I sucked for the past 5 years of life. "Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind" -Katty Perry (Firework). Yes! That is how exactly how I feel, I feel really irrelevant and everything seems to be disconnected. Well, like Hanna Montana a.k.a. Miley Cyrus would say: "Everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days" well it's not true Miley! Those days are happening to me everyday so I guess Disney was right to get you as one of their artists because you're being fictional. I am fat, miserable and a loser.

          My fairy tale life(lol not really fairy tale life but u get what I mean. (; ) starts crumbling down when I entered high school. Yes, this should be the best four year of my life right? But hell no! I was teased and beaten up emotionally. I even considered suicide. Being bullied by others made me want to dropout of school I felt so vulnerable I feel like the whole world is against me then the moment I thought my home is my sanctuary I was wrong, family problems started to rise like sibling rivalry, my aunts and uncles fighting my parents. I don't really get it you know. I just wish someone will rescue me from this misery and take me to a great escape (hahahhaahhahaha dream on bitch!). Well I guess life gets really hard as we age. I remember when I was little I want to grow up soooo badly so that I can join the older crowd ( think 3-5 years gap) but thinking of it from where I am right now, I wish I was still being watched over by my nanny. I wish to bring back all those years when I was still innocent and don't have to care much of what's going around me. I wish I can go back to the time where the hardest decision to make is just choosing the color of crayon that I am going to use. Well, it's too late now. Have I ever told u that I almost lost 30 pounds? (29.9 something) unfortunately I regained it... partially (don't worry I'm working on it.(; ) so see I sucked! I can't even control my mouth. Seriously life is hard and I know that this is just starting but I will prepare myself to what ever fuckin' it is that I have to face.

          So to all the things that made my fairy tale life come crumbling down.......
Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you

You say, you think we need to go to war
Well you're already in one,
Cause its people like you
That need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you 

-Lily Allen (Fuck You Very Much) 

:D